and those didn't always allow for spontaneity,
for implusive attempts to live in the moment.
She knew that was what allowed order to prevail in the course of one's life,
yet her actions in the recent months had been an attempt to defy those limits,
to reject the order that she embraced for so long.
It was so hard to say 'no' but I really don't know what to do.
I'm a woman, like every other woman.

