I've got nothing to do at all
it's emptiness that I feel now
no more this no more that.
I feel so moodless and I've got nothing to look forward to now:(
I really regret for being rash
it could have been larger than anything
but all because of that 'green little thing', I reduced everything to nothing.
why.why.why?
having fnn lessons now in the com lab
spending time typing out coursework
apparently I've finished!
hahaha
day have not been fine
I'm thinking.thinking.thinking non-stop
I feel so far away from you now.
let me list what i've been doing during lessons
0800- PE; we played 'hand ball' not bad. quite fun:)
0845- math; wasn't paying much attention. I was drifting away in my thoughts. was talking through writing to liane. haha
0930- accounts; was sort of stoning. didn't have the mood to do my work
1015- bio; bleah! practical today. so boring:( and so messy and oily. rarr!
1100- RECESS; started late BECAUSE OF BIO! idert! we also spend some time running away from LBW. haha
1145- chinese; listening to what the teacher's saying AND half asleep.
1215- FNN all the way till now. it's great to have company and constantly laughing. at least I don't need to think of ..
really don't know what am I supposed to do at home. cry.cry.cry
YAY! going to shop for white dress tomorrow. looking forward to it:))
