i cried a river
still,
i wasn't able to drown all my sorrows
how tough can it get?
just how much longer am i supposed to be this way
just how can i save myself
just how can i put everything aside?
yesyes, GREEN
really GREEN
again and again
i tried.
but i just can't think the other way out.
although,
no rights do i have now
but,
it's just a feeling in me.
it stays for "good"
for as long as problems arised.
told no one else
because,
in the very first place,
so what if i'm feeling this way?
really, SO WHAT?
well,
i'll keep all these in me.
bottle up to my brim
even still,
stay silent will i.
even if i burst,
i'll burst and fade off without notice.

