i don't know if they are senses knocking into me
but,
yea.
how should i deal with it?
is the truth really that?
i really don't know.
should i get off the train?
should i stay on?
is the train taking me to the right destination?
---
before i could even figure out a thing,
the train took me to a deserted place
left me there
and sped off without leaving a clue
i wonder~
is the train rushing off to pick up another "passenger"?
hmm..
a high possibility.
after the train left,
i was left alone.
with no one to sought help from;
no one to talk to
i'm lonely.
in the still of the night,
it was cold and dark
i could not see a thing
i've lost the light of my life.
i've lost trace of the train that was once my shelter which kept me away from the cold;
kept me warm and away from danger.
i guess,
i've relied too much on the train.
however,
i'm still harbouring the hope that,
one day,
the train can pick me up where it has left me
and bring me out of darkness.
sometimes i do wonder
am i being stupid?
should i wait for the train
or should i venture on a new track,
find a way,
rely on myself,
and bring myself out of darkness.
but,funny,
is it gravity that's pulling me back,
hold me firmly at the same spot,
not allowing me to move an inch?
thus,
i'm still on the same spot from the very first day i arrive
is it really gravity?
or is my heart telling me to stay?
the irony is,
i don't mind being in this position
as long as i stay there,
i'll be closer to the memories that was left behind-there.
