i've got so many reasons.
so many advices.
the negatives exist in majority.
but no matter how minor the positives are,
the positives are hitting the negatives hands down.
the negatives loses.
and then,i'm so lost.
i don;t know how to make my decisions.
no matter how die hard am i towards that decision.
the positives then,hit me again.
i feel selfish if i proceed with the decisions i make
but,
i find it so hard to live in this,
i even call it an AGONY
i'm so tired.
i'm so worn out.
but i find it so hard to just let it go.
i don't feel like it.
i don't want.
i'm still hoping for a something to happen.
that would change the whole situation,
that would make me feel better.
can it ever?
how long will it take?
i might be so wrong
i might be the one at fault.
but seriously,
i'm not blaming anyone.
really.
but,
i find it hard to ever talk to my friend again
or even call her my friend.
whatever it is,
i love youu. :))
